the housing saga continues.... but nothing moving except strange woman has now twice knocked at my day re house still for sale. Estate agents said not to let her in as may be a 'chancer' but she has now booked a viewing for tomoroow morning. I told them the ex/landlord is wanting to let it, but they have no instruction to stop the sale and it's gone down in price again recently - since the lettings viewings. Oh well, i guess he's doing whatever he can - whatever comes first - untill either the lettings or sales people sign anything, it's still open.

The whole bloke thing has also continued to go tits up. After nearly 2 weeks of us stopping seeing each other, still no call or text and it hurts like hell. You always forget what it's like. Have been for a drink with another bloke but he's so quiet!!! And only half an inch taller than me too - i've not got a problem with it - but usualy go for taller blokes hhmmmm. Maybe I'm needing him as a distraction as I don't see any future in it - thank goodness I've learnt you don't have to jump straight into bed with a bloke. Otherwise, at this rate I could be accused of putting it around!!! Well not quite, but, you know!!!!

I just think it's about time i got with someone - but don't want to keep making the same mistakes with men and don't want to look desperate. It's so hard!!!! After being single for years, I know I can live alone and cope, but I've had enough of that and want to do stuff and go places with someone. Too much to ask? It's starting to look that way.

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