Right, my first time here. Please excuse the spelling as am using a laptop at the moment as my pc has died. Not such good news, but hey, sometimes it's just tough shite.
I've spent enough time over the years bullshitting on web sites and not being me because I've been too afraid of pissing people off and getting kicked off by moderators. This does not mean THIS is just an excuse to swear and be horrible about people but a chance to be me and not worry.
If you come across this by accident and feel like leaving a message thats fine - I'm assuming I wont know you and therefore it will not hurt my feelings so whatever. This is not however an open invite to abuse me.
Am thinking of this as a way to vent how I feel about stuff and the people I know and work with - a way to confess the secretes that I can no longer hold in - but of course names will be changed to protect people.
I'm not pretending my life is all exciting although there are a few little scandels knocking around between me and/or my friends most of the time. I guess I, as a person, am a little boring, but hey again tough shite, if you don't like it, you know where to go.
I spend my working life biting my tongue. I am bored in my personal life. I have a special friend but I don't come high enough on his list of priorities. I Have an ex who's house I live in with his child, he lives with his girlfriend. I want to leave and he wants me to leave but we are stuck for the time being. There will come a point where either his mortgage won't get paid because I go or I will have to find a home in a desperate hurry because he sells it.
Well, this is how it starts and we'll see how this goes.
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